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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Stress relief!

BB had been really stressed out from work, so it was good that we had planned to have company for the weekend. M and R were coming down to visit with his son.

When they arrived, it was clear that the two munchkins were going to be great together. They immediately began playing, leaving the adults to talk and visit. There was some general flirting, and a bit of toking for the non-drivers, then BB arrived home.

We said our hellos, and I had a moment with BB, and then we all headed out to dinner. BB, M, and the munchkin pair in one car, and R and me in the other. The ride to the restaurant was interesting for me. I was driving, and R was flirting and making suggestive comments the whole way. I was trying VERY hard (and I’ve been told it was mostly successful) to keep my cool, and pretend not to notice just how heavily he was flirting, and not to respond yet.

Dinner was nice, and fairly uneventful. Again, on the way home, the driving arrangement was the same, leaving R and me together. He flirted some more, and I flirted back a bit this time, while trying to be at least a little bit coy. R finally asked if he was getting to me at all. Poor guy! I said yes, but I’m trying to wait until the time is good, or some such. I was actually distracted enough that I don’t remember exactly what I said. We stopped by the market for dessert and snacks for later, and flirted a bit in the store. I tried to keep things to a minimum, since BB and I shop at that store quite regularly, and I know most of the staff there by sight. I was a bit afraid I would run into someone I knew, as well, and it might be hard to explain why another man had his hand on my ass at the market.

We got the shopping done, and went home. BB and M were talking and supervising the munchkins, and after groceries were picked up, I got the little ones their dessert. After we’d all had some time to just talk and visit, the children went to bed. After the children were sleeping, more toking ensued, and I served dessert to the grown ups. Since I enjoy serving others when it’s appreciated, this was a nice touch. It also helped me to relax a bit. I was feeling quite unsure of myself and shy with R. Throughout the evening, however, I had warmed up to him and was responding more and more, but watching the others to make sure everything was good.

Things seemed comfortable for everyone, and eventually, we moved upstairs to the bedroom. We all played for a bit, and then I was informed that it was time for me to lose the skirt and the panties, which was extremely humiliating for me. When I faltered, BB again told me to remove my skirt and panties. I removed my skirt, but really wasn’t ready to let go of my panties. BB made some impatient gesture, and said, “NOW.” I was extremely humiliated, but I complied. As I slipped off my panties, I noticed that they were so wet that they were no longer of any use, anyway.

This led to me getting my ass spanked by both men. I really enjoy the different sensations of two people hitting my ass. While BB is all go for the gusto (in a very good way), R liked caressing my ass between smacks. I was in subby girl heaven. We also tried out the violet wand and generally played around with some of our other toys.

We all played on the bed for quite a while, and I got to watch M and R together, which was immensely hot. Eventually, however, M decided she was ready for sleep, so BB, R, and I went downstairs together.

Out of the corner of my eye, I noted that one of the men had brought some condoms downstairs, and this made me feel very hot, but very naughty. For some odd reason, I was still feeling a bit shy and nervous. BB kept asking me what I wanted, and I was sure he knew. This was a fantasy I had been harboring for well over 10 years, most of which I wouldn’t have DARED admit it to anyone. Each time BB would ask, I’d say I wanted to be fucked. Of course, I didn’t specify, so he fucked me himself, and then fingered me…

Finally, I was frustrated enough that I responded more specifically when BB asked me what I wanted. I admitted that I wanted R to fuck me. I was very nervous, as I hadn’t actually gone so far as fucking another man in BB’s presence. I was a bit scared that things would be uncomfortable, or that he wouldn’t be ok with it, or something just wouldn’t be right. I think BB sensed my worry and concern. I kept looking at him imploringly to make sure he was ok with things. I think some looks had been happening between the two men, as well.

BB insisted that I look at R and ask him to fuck me. I think this was one of the hardest requests anyone has ever made of me. I was incredibly humiliated, and shy, and didn’t want to say anything. However, I wanted R to fuck me, and I wanted to please BB. I very softly asked R to fuck me. BB decided that asking wasn’t enough, and told me I needed to beg. So I begged. R seemed to like this, and he said he would.

I laid on the sofa with my head in BB’s lap while R fucked me. BB called me a slut and kept asking me if I liked R fucking me, and having me beg R some more. It was hard to concentrate enough to say anything at all at that point. It was amazingly hot and intense to be looking up into BB’s eyes while R was fucking me.

When R and I stopped, BB told me to go and thank him properly. I had no idea how to thank someone for that, but I sure wanted to try. I looked R in the eyes and said “Thank you for fucking me.” Then I kissed him, and sucked his still-hard cock.

After a while, R went up to rest with M for a while, and BB wanted some time alone with me. He held me close for a long time, and I have never felt closer or more in love with him than I did then. It was an incredible feeling. I wanted to make sure BB knew how I was feeling so I kept telling him over and over how much I love him.

Eventually, we went upstairs to sleep.