And now for the rest of the weekend...

On Saturday evening, when we returned home from the Getty, we all had dinner, and then the munchkin went to bed. We sat around for a bit, talking, but M was tired, so she said she was going upstairs. I gave BB a look, and stared, as I was heading up the stairs, but he stayed down talking shop about work with S. M and I played around for a while, but then I went back downstairs to fetch the others! While it was fun to grope, fondle, kiss, and finger M, I wanted to play with BB and S, too!

I got them upstairs, and S brought out her bag of toys. BB also got out the violet wand to try on M and to let S play with a bit. I was used for most of the demonstration, however, as M didn’t like the sensation. The bulb was fantastic, but then BB got out the contact probe, and put it under me. Everyone used their hands to zap me some, then BB lit up a light bulb I’d altered for the occasion, followed by a mylar pompom, and then the finger picks (like guitar picks that fit on the ends of the fingers) and I liked that a lot, for the first time ever.

After a bit, M held me while S brought out a few of her toys. She had two canes, one very thin, and one thicker. She caned me for a while, and I loved it. I’ve never enjoyed the cane so much! The fiberglass/lexan was much different than the wooden dowels that have been used on me before.

Eventually, S had me turn over, so she could torture the insides of my thighs some, and tease my pussy with the canes. She placed one cane against my pussy, and whacked it rhythmically with the other. It was amazing. When she tired of this game, S asked me if I wanted to be fucked (and like a good little slut, I said, “Yes, please!” Well, there was a price to pay for that, and it was a big one. She hit the inside of my right thigh hard with the thicker cane (and that left a very pretty bruise). This ended up being a source of evil joy for her and BB, as they could poke, pinch, and squeeze the area off and on the rest of the evening.

After the nasty whack, S brought out a pretty blue dildo and fucked me hard. She continued the fucking for a while, and then started with her hand. A few fingers, then more pressure, then another finger, and so on, until I just couldn’t take any more.

During all of this, BB was playing with M, while M held me. M said that holding me gave her a great amount of pleasure. She was rating the orgasms on the “Richter scale” from one to 6, with varying points in between.

When S became tired, I went with her into the guest room. We cuddled a while, until she was ready for sleep. I went back into the other room, to find BB and M having a nice time, as well. I joined them, of course, and we all fondled and groped each other for a while. Eventually, though, M complained that I was “hogging all the cock.” So I decided to share. She fondled him, and sucked him some, and then wanted to fuck him. Since this was a first for us, I was really uptight and nervous. I was trying hard to be ok with it, but was feeling totally left out. M realized this, and decided to lie face down on me so that I could kiss her and fondle her while she was being fucked. This made me feel MUCH better, and the fucking ensued.

When they were finished, I felt really strange. I didn’t quite know HOW I felt, but I needed to be held. M went into the bathroom to clean up, and I grabbed BB and held him tight. After two or three minutes of this, however, I realized that I was VERY horny. BB began fingering me, and I came hard over and over. This turned him on hugely, so he fucked me, too. I was sore, and it hurt, but it was easily one of the hottest fucks of my life. I was ok. BB wasn’t going anywhere. And the whole experience was damn hot.

After a bit, when everyone was totally exhausted, we banished BB to the sofa, so that M and I could sleep. I cuddled with M and talked to her for a few minutes, but I really needed to be close to BB, so I went down and cuddled with him on the sofa for a while, until he fell asleep.

When I got back upstairs, M asked me if I was ok, and I said I was fine, just completely exhausted. We cuddled a bit more, and then slept.

I was a bit surprised at my reaction. And by BB’s really. The only thing that seems different is an appreciation of the trust between us, and the fact that I know, without a doubt, that he’s my primary, and doesn’t want that to ever change.

He has reminded me, however, that no matter how many people I fuck, I am not allowed to be too sore or tired for him. This makes me immensely hot, but I did remind him that he probably doesn’t want to break his fucktoy, as he enjoys playing with her often.

Crush...

I’m not quite sure if this will go on the blogspot blog or not, and it most certainly won’t go on the FA blog. I want to write about it, however, as I need to honor the feelings, as well as think them through.

I usually crush on women. I’m happy with BB, and with our marriage, but every so often a man comes along that I totally crush on. It happened with C (starting in 1991, still there, but not as pronounced), it happened with BB himself (which took us both two years to come out of our shells and admit), and it happened with a co-worker of BB’s. I, of course, told BB immediately with the coworker. I couldn’t think straight around the man. All I could do was stare, which was not terribly becoming, I’m sure. I told BB, but I never told the subject of my crush. It wasn’t appropriate, after all.

I’ve been very flustered by men, for instance, ones with English accents, but I’m fine when they’re not talking! I don’t crush on them; I just have a weakness for the accent. I’ve been known to feel weak when a hot man was in the room, especially if he happened to be wearing a tie (silly fetish, I know), but again, I can, within a few minutes, at least, carry on a decent conversation. The crush is different. It’s more than just a weakness for one small thing like that. It’s a total doe-eyed, can’t think of a damn thing to say that won’t make me trip over my own mouth, stuttering, crush. Which makes me look really silly, sitting in a group with people, not saying a WORD to anyone at all. A few words every so often, but mostly not to the crushee. I had to wait until later to say anything other than hello, answer a few questions with very short answers, and then say goodbye.

This time, however, I think the subject of the crush knows of interest, but I'm not sure he knows of the crush. The crush is quite surprising, as I didn’t really even THINK of him in that way until quite recently. I had talked online, been in conversations, etc, but hadn’t even realized 1. that he was in the same town (D’oh!), 2. that he was interested, or 3. that I was interested in him!

Well, I’ll see what happens this time. I’m not going to sit by shyly while my life passes me by anymore. Hell, I’ll even post this!

Friends are good to have around!

What a weekend! We had friends come down from about 5 hours away on Friday, and it was awesome.

Friday night was nice, but they got here fairly late, so everyone was tired. We had dinner, and talked, and played a little together, but mostly rested.

BB and I did, however, get to play with our friend M. She’s hot, and amazing, and it was incredible. Then, when she and I were tired, we sent BB downstairs to sleep. It was hard to actually sleep next to M, as she and I kept cuddling and kissing. Eventually, I did get to sleep, only to wake up every so often to the softness of M cuddling up to me.

I was awakened early in the morning by a leg cramp. M rubbed it, and then we started fondling each other. Eventually, we decided it was unfair to everyone else, and went downstairs to fetch BB, as S. was still sleeping. After a bit of playing with the two of them, though, I decided it was time I got to visit with S! She didn’t need that much sleep! I went in, and she woke up as I started to crawl in bed with her. I finally got a chance to return some of the pleasure she’d given me. We’d played together twice before, but I didn’t get to pleasure her. However, this time I did. It was wonderful to see her reactions to my touch!

After she and I had played a while, I went back into the room with BB and M. They were finishing up a little playtime of their own, and I got some attention from them, too. Eventually, though, everyone needed breakfast, and we knew we were supposed to meet a friend for lunch, so we had to get going.

The house was a frenzy of activity for a while, as we all got ready, but calmed down a bit before we left. I was a bit nervous about meeting the other friend, as he and I had been flirting online for a while, and I really didn’t know what to expect in person.

We had a nice drive over, and met up with R for lunch at the Farmers’ Market. It was a nice place to have a long talk, and that’s what we did. Of course, the sexual tension never went down at the table, so it was an interesting time!

After that, BB, S, M, the munchkin, and I went to the Getty. It’s a great place to take out-of-towners, and we enjoyed a couple of hours there, too.

It's been way too long...

It's been way too long since I've been on. So much has happened, and changed, but I haven't blogged about it. I'll be working for a bit on catching up. I hope that works out ok.